this shit is a daily battle.

sometimes i think i just need to move on because there are so many things in my life that he just doesn’t understand. & i’ve only felt truly “connected” in that idealistic, quintessential way to one person.

but yeah, i’m just a pussy. too big of a pussy to go after the one that was perfect for me, and too big of a pussy to end the relationship with the one that’s not. and i’m also too attached.

if it doesn’t work, it’ll end when it’s supposed to. i just hope we don’t have to go through that awkward, slow-terrible-death-of-the-relationship thing first.

@2 years ago